IM TOUGH…

DOES ANYONE ELSE EVER WISH THAT EXCITING STUFF WOULD HAPPEN TO THEM? I DO. ALL THE TIME. AND I ALWAYS THINK THAT IM TOUGHER THAN I AM. BUT IM NOT….AND I DONT THINK ITS A GOOD THING…

EXAMPLE: AT WORK BEING TAUGHT THAT IF SOMEONE WAS TO EVER COME TO MY TILL DEMANDING MONEY I SHOULD NOT ARGUE JUST GIVE IT TO THEM…..IM SECRETLY THINKING THAT WOULD BE KINDA COOL IF THAT HAPPEND TO ME (AN NO ONE GOT HURT OBVS.)…WHY THOUGH? PROBABLY IT WOULD “MAKE A GOOD STORY”…I KNOW…THAT SOUNDS REALLY TWISTED…BUT ITS TRUE.

I OBVIOULSY WOULD NEVER WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN WHERE MYSELF OR SOMEONE WOULD EVER BE INJURED…BUT I JUST WANT SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT.

OR EVEN LIKE BEING AT HOME AND HEARING SOMETHING..AND ITS A BURGLAR! HAAH. BUT I SCARE HIM OR HER AWAY. AND I ALWAYS THINK THAT I AM TOUGH AND CAN HANDLE IT. MY FRIEND CASSIE DROPPED ME OFF LATE ONE NIGHT AND WERE TALKING ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IF SOMEONE GRABBED US! AND WE BOTH THOUGHT WE WOULD BE TOUGH ENOUGH TO DEFEND OURSELVES! WERE DUMB! NO WE WOULD NOT…..BUT WE JUST THINK THAT.

I THINK I WATCH TOO MUCH TV. OR I HAVE A CRAZY OBBSESSION WITH CRIME!

I HOPE IM NOT THE ONLY ONE LIKE THIS.

THAT WOULD BE AWKWARD…


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